Ok, weird little fresher hasn't been very good. I haven't updates the blog since December, it's not like things haven't been happening. Of course things have! First year was awesome. But noooow, buhahahahhaha I am a senior!
One doesn't become a senior when she passes her exams. Ok so technically one does. But if one is me, she becomes a senior with her first interaction with a potential future first year. I had volunteered to help with the admissions on one of the second cut off list days. And I'd spent hours wondering how I would talk to a fresher who has rightfully taken over that title from me. Would I be one of those cool seniors? Like the ones I saw, who by virtue of being the first history seniors I met, became the kind of LSR person I wanted to be in a year (I haven't gotten there and I don't anymore, somewhere along the line I decided it was always more fun to be me - narcissistic bitch version of me talking... They're still my favourite seniors though). Um no. I have never been describes as the cool ones, I don't think I'd be able bring in that kind of sophisticated air even if I had tried. So I would be the totally approachable, well more than approachable, crazy, kinda immaturish senior who is to be called a senior only because she'd been studying there a while? Probably. Wasn't very happy with that idea though, coz then the first years would feel and act older than me, not that I mind a lot but I do mind a bit. This shit happens all the time! With kids who are up to 7 years older than me, we act the same age and get along fine. No, that's not always a good thing.
But anyway, the day of. In retrospect, I think I was a pretty, typical image of a senior. I knew things that they didn't, I explained how the forms worked, clarified stuff. A little on the talkier side, saying random things. Explaining to them that the forms weren't final, things were flexible. "Ooh college? Yeah it's a lot of fun, just don't spend too much time studying." "See you when college starts"
I don't think I made a lasting impression on any of the potential juniors (potential because the Stephens list wasn't out yet) but the important thing is, had I met me I probably would have liked me. Yay!
Yeah not a literary piece with cool metaphors and shit. But cut me some slack I haven't written in a lon lon long time.
Hopefully, second year will hold more written down memories.
One doesn't become a senior when she passes her exams. Ok so technically one does. But if one is me, she becomes a senior with her first interaction with a potential future first year. I had volunteered to help with the admissions on one of the second cut off list days. And I'd spent hours wondering how I would talk to a fresher who has rightfully taken over that title from me. Would I be one of those cool seniors? Like the ones I saw, who by virtue of being the first history seniors I met, became the kind of LSR person I wanted to be in a year (I haven't gotten there and I don't anymore, somewhere along the line I decided it was always more fun to be me - narcissistic bitch version of me talking... They're still my favourite seniors though). Um no. I have never been describes as the cool ones, I don't think I'd be able bring in that kind of sophisticated air even if I had tried. So I would be the totally approachable, well more than approachable, crazy, kinda immaturish senior who is to be called a senior only because she'd been studying there a while? Probably. Wasn't very happy with that idea though, coz then the first years would feel and act older than me, not that I mind a lot but I do mind a bit. This shit happens all the time! With kids who are up to 7 years older than me, we act the same age and get along fine. No, that's not always a good thing.
But anyway, the day of. In retrospect, I think I was a pretty, typical image of a senior. I knew things that they didn't, I explained how the forms worked, clarified stuff. A little on the talkier side, saying random things. Explaining to them that the forms weren't final, things were flexible. "Ooh college? Yeah it's a lot of fun, just don't spend too much time studying." "See you when college starts"
I don't think I made a lasting impression on any of the potential juniors (potential because the Stephens list wasn't out yet) but the important thing is, had I met me I probably would have liked me. Yay!
Yeah not a literary piece with cool metaphors and shit. But cut me some slack I haven't written in a lon lon long time.
Hopefully, second year will hold more written down memories.